Monday, October 04, 2010
subliminal findings
Time : 0803
This is my last post here. I'm moving here(click). Since I have a past I'm not exactly proud of and this blog does contain details of it, I decided it's high time I moved. I'm starting anew over at Tumblr.
You know what? I've just typed a whole post explaining why and how I've accepted her again. But even then, there's so much more to say = lazy. So yes, I have thought about all the stuffs I needed to, analysed things I observed, weighed the risks, and pretty much everything I need to do, and I decided to take that leap of faith and trust in us.
Friday, October 01, 2010
Thick and thin.
Things might be hard, but I promise we'll go through this together. Let's realise, accept, and move past the finger-pointing and guilt. We can't be bogged down. Not here, not now. We have much greater stuff to do together.You can always find problems with any decision, but you can't let that stop you. - Himym, season 5 episode 20, Ted
Sunday, September 26, 2010
1900
Ourselves are something which will never be fixed(no matter how we like to think so). The way we are, changes from our mindset and daily experiences. Sometimes the change comes without realisation, sometimes we need to work for it. But we should always strive to better ourselves.So here I am, willing to put myself and you on the line yet again to see how things will work out. Maybe because of the fact that I understand that human err, maybe because I'm gullible enough to believe, or maybe its just because of the simple fact that I am not willing to risk a brighter future(if it happens) by making a decision based on a mistake you made.
Time will tell, it always does. Either we'll be stronger in the future, or I'll come out that bit wiser. Both of which I'm prepared to undertake.
Afterall, the world will be a better place when we give more than we take.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
0205
Upon hitting the wall, keep running.Wednesday, September 08, 2010
2303
I hope it really was an uncle on bicycle that I saw on the overhead bridge. Or I'll be damned.Tuesday, September 07, 2010
0023
I am not a racist and I do not hate other religions. And I even respect their boundaries, beliefs and prayers. I take care so as not to walk over/accidentally step on your burnt joss-sticks. But I do have a problem with you guys.I perfectly understand that it is within your beliefs to burn offerings to your whomever. That doesn't mean you people can do so irresponsibly. I am greatly appalled by them. Though all the smoke is unhealthy and dirty for the environment, I won't bitch about it because it's part of your beliefs. And yes, even though I could hardly walk a 5 minute distance(from my busstop to my house) for more than 7 seconds(excluding the roads) without smelling smokes from your offerings, I still won't complain about it.
I however strongly believe more could be done on your side to be more responsible and not just burn offerings anywhere you please. Beside lift lobbies, pavements, basically anywhere with grass. Do understand you are living in a HDB housing estate and not a farm/land of your own where you can do anything and it won't affect others.
My point is that most of them burn offerings anywhere they please with no concern/respect to people living around them. The freaking last straw is when they burn notes or smth2 fucking near to a coffeeshop. I bet it never occurred to them that the ashes float around with the wind and it might land on the food people are eating.
Monday, September 06, 2010
1630
I hope you do know that the surprise speaks of the type of the person I am. I plan things in advance but I do not sit thinking long and hard about solutions. I solve things on the go. I do not wait for the perfect time/conditions, I make them. I calculate and take risks if the odds are good. I don't conform my mind to normal social expectations in a lot of ways. I do not believe everything have to be done in a certain way. I truly believe your imperfections make you beautiful and not just some pretty ass chic without character. And I might not know the right words to say when you're telling me your depressing stories, but I promise to always listen and hold you.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
0330
You know there are some plans you just can't be bothered if it actually happens? Well, I have a couple of plans I just gotta make happen. Though the upcoming holidays are a little short for me, I have no doubts that it is gonna be great for me. I hope it will be great for you other MP/SIP students as well.After I chatted for awhile with my SuperGf on Friday and we went back to our individual labs, she told me via fb chat that she had a surprise for me. She went out of school, and came back some time later with a cake she made at some bakery or smth2. It would have been understandable if there was an occasion. But she quite simply told me that she did it just for the sake of doing it for me. And that's what really matters to me, the littlest things.
Friday, August 27, 2010
1215
School have been a little of a rush lately. Vendors backing out at the final phase of my SIP term meaning I have to come up with another way to get things done, in a limited amount of time. The only upside to school is that I tend to bump into gf on the bus to school, and we'll spend a little time before going back to our labs. And then we'll go home together.So yesterday, I tried riding Farid's Krr. It was awesome. The last time I rode a bike was like half a month after I got my 2b license. It's been several months now. So I went for a round or so in the carpark afterwhich gf hopped on. And I could just imagine my/our lives a whole lot more happening if I have a bike. We could make plans and not have to wait unknowingly for dad's car. And I bet the adrenaline rush while speeding would be several times more than a car. We could go anywhere, anytime. Oh damn how I wish I'm allowed to work man.
I shall be patient nonetheless. I believe that Allah loves me enough to grant me what I want/need when the time is ripe. But the burning desire for a bike, is fucking on.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
0215
Today was awesome. Nope, we didn't watch any movies, nor did we do any fun activity together. We just sat around the reservoir and talked. And boy did we talk. :)
